LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. If that shit didn’t happen, then explain why they both dropped out just days after word got out about what happened. Explain the massive gaps in my memory that were only minor back before that happened. Explain the two midterms that I flunked because my head was so out of place at the time. Explain the excessive amounts of breakdowns I had after I stopped smoking out of that pipe and got rid of it, and explain the negative mindset I had for literally a month-and-a-fucking-half.
And I’m sooo fucking fed up with you still trying to get me to chill with them, when you know that I don’t want a fucking thing to do with them ever again. It ended a long time ago, it’s over, and it’s gotten to the point where I don’t even want to look back on the reason why I stopped chilling with them, because I feel so much better now, and I’m moving on, I’m doing what I can and try to stay positive even when it’s not always that easy. Stop pathologically lying to me, because there’s way too much outside evidence showing all sorts of loopholes in all that you’ve said. It doesn’t matter how fucking much you go on and on about it. If you do, I’ll just block you, and that’ll be the end of that. The fact that you say all that condescending and derogatory shit on top of all that just proves that you’re an asshole too and definitely fucking not any friend of mine.
And to think I was just fine until I replied to you…
Joy Division-She’s Lost Control (12”)